Diary of a Returning Gamer #8

I was sure that I would retire these things when I wrote the last one in October last year. But I was in another job transition and found myself in this oh so wonderful job right now (I'm just gushing with enthusiasm). In summation, I was off the gaming grid. I neglected my PS3 and Nintendo DS games, shoved in the corner of my previously untidy bookshelf, collecting soot and dust. Not anymore. I'm a returning gamer, again.

Another Offer

 

So my bosses sat me down again on Friday. They wanted to know where I am in my job search. They relayed our agreement from last week that I would be under the consulting contract and to give them two-weeks notice when I'm leaving. They agreed, but they really want to keep me and increased their previous offer. On top of that, medical benefits, two-week vacation leave, 1 week sick leave and if it gets approved, they can increase my salary some more.

Take Care of Yourself

I'm sorry for the state of how we've become. There's no real way of knowing how you've been without asking. Because of our history, for both our sake, I won't... even if I want to. We made mistakes. I made mistakes. I don't expect your forgiveness. The hurt we both caused is patched up on my side. It still lingers, but it doesn't bother me. What's past is past. I understand why you did what you did. Whether I forgave you or not isn't your problem. What matters is if you forgave yourself. I really hope you are doing fine. I read that you were leaving. In a way, you are already thousands of miles away, but you will be leaving soon. Wherever you are, take care of yourself.

I'm done.

Peeta and Katniss

So I watched the Hunger Games earlier. I definitely enjoyed the movie. I'm going to start reading the books before the next movie comes out. Being a movie, they can't cram all the interactions and other materials in the book. There's so much more that I need to know. Character background, the setting, etc.

30 Days of Truth - Day 30...FINALLY!!!

A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Hi,

You're probably wondering why I've been holding this off for a long time. I started this 30 Days of Truth thing last year in October. It's been more than a year. I think it's time that I ended this before the new year begins.

I love that you remember almost everything. I love that you can recall specific memories as far back as when you were still a baby. Don't ever lose it.

I love your taste in music. It's eclectic. You're everywhere. You don't discriminate musical styles unless they suck.

I love that you can connect with kids and make them laugh very easily. You're gonna be a great father someday.

I love that you're a romantic... that you still believe in fairy tales... that you believe that anything is and can be possible.

I love that you can shuffle like the best of them. You were always the overactive kid since you were little. You somehow forgot about it growing up. I'm glad you got that swagger back again.

I love that you value family and friends... that you're friendly... that you're a bit traditional... that you are not afraid to try new things... that you would dress up in costumes for conventions... that you love your sisters... that you love your mom... that you love your dad and stepdad... that you love your family... that you loved...

You're probably getting all mushy with all this "love" talk, thinking this is all too cheesy. I'm sorry you feel that way. You can't deny it. Resistance is futile.

The thing is, I don't easily just say this to anyone. I haven't said this to you in a long time. It's not that I don't. I was disappointed in you when you let it fall apart. Actually, that's not it. I was scared. The thing is, I still see you as this super hero who can overcome anything.

I just wanted to say that I'm proud of you. I know you broke down, but after all this time, no matter how bad it gets, you still take everything to heart. No matter how badly you were hurt, you didn't let it change you. You're not jaded. You still get up. You never give up. I tell you, I wanna be that kind of a person. That's why I love you.

I'm done.