Sunday, October 18, 2009

3 days... 8 hours of sleep

I don't care about overtime pay... I just want some sleep.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Busy Body

Haven't blogged in 5 days or less. Been so busy with work. This week I'll be on call. I'm also coding for 3 people because they left during the build phase and I have to cover their leftover code. Other than that, I'm thrilled for my new car. I got in on Friday. It looks mean. I'll reveal all later when I have time to take pictures and whatnots. I'm still undecided on what to call "it."

Anyway, I went to Octoberfest at the Maryland State Fair. Lots of lederhosens and beer maiden costumes (sorry, I don't know what the term for the women's costume is). They had all kinds of beer there. I got to eat potato pancakes, bratwurst, spicy Italian sausage and some sweet, sweet popcorn. I should have bought a large bag... it would have lasted me the entire day. I couldn't stay long because I had to go to the car dealer and install the wheel locks. Overall it was a good day. Then I had to go to work on Sunday to code. My team lead and co-worker was there since Saturday night. Good thing they didn't have to stay another day.

Anyway, that's about it. I'm being a busy-body this week. Hopefully everything settles down.

I still need to see Paranormal Activities and other movies I've missed.

Besides being on call and the upcoming date auction for Asian Student Connection at UMBC, I don't have any other plans this week.

I'm done.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Why?

After all this time... why?

I haven't heard from her since she blocked/removed me from facebook. I thought I was doing great. And yet, when she comments on our friend's status or wall (even though I don't see her profile picture or info, I can still see her name) my heart skips a beat and it feels like I'm dying a little inside.

I've broken my small toe. Sprained my ankles multiple times without going to the doctor. Fell from a tree when a branch broke. Jumped from a moving vehicle and scraped myself silly rolling 20+ feet on the hot asphalt downhill. I shrugged them off even when blood was dripping from my wounds. Then why do I feel so weak when it involves her? She was my source of power and courage. My sunlight. Why now does she have to be my weakness...my Kryptonite?

I'm trying not to run out of options to staying calm and be peace-minded. Talking about it here is just not cutting it anymore.

I need to get out of this...

I'm done.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

10 and 12

#10 - Attend a concert.

So my sister invited me to a concert from her church group in Georgetown.  I must say it was a great experience.  It's not the usual rowdy crowd because it was held in one of the theater halls inside Georgetown University and the audience mostly consisted with members from Agape.  There was another gathering of students inside 2 floors down from where the concert was.  We stuck out from the student population like two peas in a pod.  Don't know if that made sense... don't care :)  It won't be my last, but I'm glad I accomplished that.

#12 - Buy a car