Something you hope to do in your life
So much stuff going on in my mind right now. It's already past 5 in the morning and even thought I'm sleepy, I can't seem to sleep. This day on the 30 days of truth list is fitting.
I really hope I can love again. I don't know if that's what I need to fill this big gaping hole in my life right now. So far I've been on auto-pilot. These days, I don't really feel like I'm going somewhere and it sucks. It's like I'm on the road without knowing where I'm going and all I'm doing is taking the next left or right turn whichever I chose. My life right now is like this Backstreet Boys song:
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you, within me I can find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
Chorus:
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've prayed for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be , incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
but You still wonder if we made a big mistake
Chorus:
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've prayed for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be , incomplete
Bridge:
I don't mean to drag it on
But I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go..........
Chorus:
I've try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you what I'm going to be is, incomplete...
Incomplete....
When I get sentimental, songs like "Incomplete" take on a different meaning. Right now, it could be interpreted as both my past and future, with more emphasis on the future. Whoever "You" are, I hope you'll come find me now. Even though I hang out with my friends as much as I can and having fun, it's short-lived. I make everyone laugh. But I'm not happy. Part of me is still afraid of getting close to someone even if it is as friends. I feel so empty. I don't want to feel like this anymore.
I'm done.
So much stuff going on in my mind right now. It's already past 5 in the morning and even thought I'm sleepy, I can't seem to sleep. This day on the 30 days of truth list is fitting.
I really hope I can love again. I don't know if that's what I need to fill this big gaping hole in my life right now. So far I've been on auto-pilot. These days, I don't really feel like I'm going somewhere and it sucks. It's like I'm on the road without knowing where I'm going and all I'm doing is taking the next left or right turn whichever I chose. My life right now is like this Backstreet Boys song:
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you, within me I can find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
Chorus:
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've prayed for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be , incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
but You still wonder if we made a big mistake
Chorus:
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've prayed for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be , incomplete
Bridge:
I don't mean to drag it on
But I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go..........
Chorus:
I've try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you what I'm going to be is, incomplete...
Incomplete....
When I get sentimental, songs like "Incomplete" take on a different meaning. Right now, it could be interpreted as both my past and future, with more emphasis on the future. Whoever "You" are, I hope you'll come find me now. Even though I hang out with my friends as much as I can and having fun, it's short-lived. I make everyone laugh. But I'm not happy. Part of me is still afraid of getting close to someone even if it is as friends. I feel so empty. I don't want to feel like this anymore.
I'm done.
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